My 27th day

The unusual day of my life
the unusual celebration on my day
single walking around in mall
even tho i knew it was my special day
unusual day of my 27th
when nobody special by myside
wishing me happy birthday sharp on 12 midnite
God has sent me this situation
God has given me this unusual feeling
Turn the switch button to off
so i can get away for awhile
Oh.! this unusual day was a wordless day
nothing to say
No words to express my feelings
Only eyes can see how unusual i felt
Oh God.!
U has sent me this situation
Sitting on my couch and watching the tv show
it touches me
and it tears me apart
Oh God.!
please give me some sunlight to my question
give me an answer to my next coming minutes
Whats going to happen to me next
Allah.. I'm just your usual muslim
and i need you to guide me the way
Release this unusual feelings