Sunday, November 30, 2008

kitaran hidup

sekali lagi, aku dpt berita yg agak mengejutkn..pukul 6 pagi td, aku dpt panggilan drp mak long..die mengatakan yg atok nasoha dh meninggal..tersentap aku mendengar berita tuh..atok nasoha adalah adik beradik arwah nenek. skg ni giliran die plak menemui Penciptanya.. nmpk nye hidup aku dh makin berkurangan org yg aku syg.. memule.. arwah umi pergi pd umur aku darjah 5.. kemudian, arwah embah plak pergi pd usia aku tingkatan 5..mase tu tgh ujian percubaan..aku terpaksa blk kg n x dpt amik exam pendidikan agama.. then, arwah nenek plak menyusul mengikut diorg pd bln 1 2006.. sekali lagi, aku terpaksa tinggalkn klas n blk rawang..esok nye plak aku ade test 1 nutrition..aku skip drp amik test 1 sbb hal urgent ni..aku terpaksa susahkn membe aku utk uruskn hal resume aku utk praktikal..thank god, membe aku tu sgt membantu.. thn lps plak arwah nenek nor pergi sbb sakit barah payudara..die dpt bertahan lebih dr 10thn..haha..sgt hebat..aku masih igt lg cmne muke arwah yg ceria waktu aku lawat die aidilfitri thn lps. die siap bg aku n abg2 aku duit raye sblm ktorg blk.. die kate.."xpela..utk cucu2 aku gak..amikla wat beli eskrim.." haha..nk tergelak gak aku..tp kate2 tu r yg terakhir aku dgr sblm die meninggal dunia..
and hari ni plak..atok nasoha pergi menemui Penciptanya..aku masih igt lg wajah atok tu yg terbaring x berdaya mase aku lawat die hari raya thn ni..siap nmpk gigi palsu lg kt bwh meja mkn..aku dgn abg aku sengaje nk takutkn adik aku dgn gigi palsu tu..haha..dh ar ade sisa mknn.. euww...geli.. hahahah...

hmm..nmpknye raye aku makin kurg meriah lg..ntahla..blk kg pn,bkn ade sape2 lg..atok n nenek pn dh xde..belah abah n arwah umi,dua2 belah dh xde sape2..ape yg aku ade atok n nenek tiri je..haha..tp feel die lain..

Raye haji thn ni, xtau la cmne sambutan nye..abah xde kt umh..so, everybody plays abah's role at home..including me n my mummy..haha..aku jd tukang masak lak kt umh ni..adik2 aku ni pndai order je..nk mkn ni..nk yg mcm tu..hish..x psl2 aku kne wt homework psl mknn.. :((

Thursday, November 6, 2008

goodbye..

it's a shame that it had to be this way
its not enough to say i'm sorry
it's not enough to say i'm sorry

maybe i'm so blind,maybe we're the same
but either way i can't breath
either way i can't breath

all i had to say is goodbye
we're better off this way
we're better off this way

i'm alive but i'm losing all my drive
cause everything we've been through
it's everything about you

seems to be a lie, a countless, twisted lie
that made me learn to hate you
i hate myself for letting it pass by

all i had to say is goodbye
we're better off this way
we're better off this way

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

introduction of me..

haha..dis is my 1st post..actually aku wt blog ni utk post ape2 yg aku rase best utk share dgn korg..
tp aku rase..aku byk post hasil2 ceritera aku kot.. huhu..daa
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